The heading looks bit shaky , because of its not so usual and neat language ,off course of the SMS versions which are used . This is coming after sometime , a long time almost two years . With my last post what you can see on this blog , say a lot , the words itself can judge the persons who has written it. So , I was completely out of circuits because I was somewhere which is not a place to be . I knew from the day one when I was there , that it would be very difficult to survive (not in competency ) but with no work or menial job which had to be avoided to some extent and keep the fire and itch to make me do something . I made a mistake for which nobody else but me to be blamed for because nobody forced me to go in a hell despite knowing the facts that it will be a hell (and it is). After a long gap I have got a chance to make something and start from a new beginning , as the things wont be same where I left and join a new path, it has to again take a rebirth and carve out my path once again, But I am up for it , to make it count , to rediscover , to do it!
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Sitting on my desk and putting some stress on the things going around me , thinking to sort out this dilemma , that makes me feel like a lummox and, preparing answers for antediluvian thoughts that “Why should I risk it?” that pops up every now and then, even I don’t want to. But then I give a thought that why should I be bothered about these answers instead of looking for new questions that may or may not have the “sensible” answers . Four years before when I entered my Engineering with not much thinking about the next few years , except to get a job or something like that without emphasizing on the fact that how I am going to get it , now the phase has passed and I realized what things can make me happy . Even though ,I don’t loathe about what is their with me.I believe if you are more circumspect then you know how to live life and what not to do because it may happen after your failures , that allows you to think chimerical things . I did not swerve in few moment of days , it took me to think what I can and I need to do . The omnipresent God , the faith I believe in does make me happy and channelize my energy to look for the things I want .
Looking at every aspect that I understand ,if things are left the way they are going then ,who will be the change maker ,as life == risk and if you don’t follow this condition then you did not lived.